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  William Through Time

  William Through Time

  A Magical Bookshop Novel

  Harmke Buursma

  Copyright © 2022 Harmke Buursma

  All rights reserved

  The characters and events portrayed in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author.

  No part of this book may be reproduced, or stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without express written permission of the publisher.

  ISBN 978-17374033-5-7 (hardcover dustjacket)

  ISBN 978-17374033-6-4 (ebook)

  ISBN 978-17374033-2-6 (paperback)

  Edited by Megan Sanders

  Author photo by Patterson Photography

  Cover design by Getcovers.com

  Published by Illusive Press

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  www.illusivepress.com

  For more information about Harmke Buursma and her books, visit www.harmkebuursma.com

  First Edition, 2022

  To anyone who thought they couldn't, then did it anyway.

  Contents

  Dedication

  Correspondence From William Chambers To John Easton

  1 The Waddling Duck

  2 Hawthorne

  3 An Invitation

  4 A Candy Bar

  5 A Carriage Ride

  6 Building a School

  7 Jerusalem Cherries

  8 The Brocklehursts

  9 Small Hand Pies

  10 Horseback Riding

  11 A Hunting Party

  12 Nightmares

  13 Albany

  14 The Parthenon Marbles

  15 A Military Man

  16 A Midnight Snack

  17 A Road Trip

  18 The Confectionery Shop

  19 Lynton Hall

  20 Hart & Fox

  21 James' Letters

  22 Christmas at Hawthorne

  23 Mrs. Ashbrook's Masquerade

  24 Hunter and Prey

  25 Ice Skates

  26 Strangers at the Door

  27 Kingswood County Jail

  28 Sentencing

  29 A Tub in front of a Fire

  30 The Bookshop Owner

  31 Welcome Home

  Afterword

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Books by this Author

  'Wake ye from your sleep of death,

  Minstrels and bard of other days!

  For the midnight wind is on the Heath,

  And the midnight meteors dimly blaze:

  The Spectre with the Bloody Hand,

  Is wandering through the wild woodland;

  The owl and the raven are mute for dread,

  And the time is meet to awake the dead!

  - Part of ‘The Bards incantation'

  by Sir Walter Scott

  Correspondence From William Chambers To John Easton

  February 1811

  Dear John,

  My father purchased a spot in the infantry for me. I shall start as an ensign and am leaving for Europe any day now. How exciting it is to be sent out on my first mission. As you know, it will be the first time I'll leave England. My regiment is being sent to Spain. I do hope, even with the war going on, that I'll be able to taste some local cuisine. Once I have arrived, I shall write to you. However, I've been told that the mail service could be slow at the front. I hope you wish me well on my military endeavors. Our lieutenant-colonel has informed us we are supposed to reinforce the troops and hopefully break the siege in Cadiz.

  Forever yours, William

  ***

  March 1811

  Dear John,

  I hope my letter receives you in excellent health. Word may have reached your ears about the battle of Barossa on the 5th of March. My regiment managed to pull through with only a few casualties, though the same cannot be said for the others. Our battalion, under leadership of commander Thomas Graham, managed to defeat two French divisions. Unfortunately, because of the lack of support from our Spanish allies the remaining French forces managed to regroup and continue to occupy the siege lines. I've been very fortunate with the men fighting beside me, though it's been challenging to be thrown in to the fray. James, a fellow officer, has been a great comrade so far. His family hails from Lancashire. His father, a Mr. Tyndall, runs Lynton Hall near Blackpool. Perhaps, once I return to England, we can all visit and enjoy the beaches there. It may be presumptuous, but I believe you and James will get along well. For now, I shall do my best to stay safe on foreign soil.

  Forever yours, William

  ***

  August 1812

  Dear John,

  I apologize for not having written in a while, though I was glad to see your letter arrive. It must have been wonderful to see our old school mates up at London. Too bad Bickerton wasn't there. Last I heard, he joined the navy. I believe he serves as a naval officer. Do you remember that gaff he pulled with our mathematics teacher? Poor, old Mr. Welles never entered a classroom without checking every corner ever again. Oh, John. I wish I could have been there. I have found that military life takes some getting used to. Thankfully, I've got James to keep me sane since I haven't got you here to keep me out of trouble. By now, you must have heard about the Duke of Wellington's victory at Salamanca. The siege at Cadiz finally ended. We've pushed the French forces out of Spain. Despite our losses, this victory made me hopeful that a greater victory over Napoleon's army may be imminent. Commander Thomas Graham got into some hot water for speaking out about the lack of help from the Spaniards during the battle of Barossa. He claims the siege would've ended much sooner if the Spanish troops had joined us, so we could have all swiftly moved in on the remaining troops at the siege line. I find it difficult to speculate on what could have been. From our position between the pine trees on the ridge, we could hardly see what was going on below. But Commander Graham's opinion is unpopular with the Spanish, so he's been sent to join up with the Duke of Wellington's forces, and us with it. I do hope you don't find my talk of war too bothersome.

  Forever yours, William

  ***

  June 1813

  Dear John,

  Let me start off with saying that I am well. I was so glad to hear that Beth liked the trinkets I picked up during our marches. I miss you both greatly. At least I am grateful I have James to keep my spirits up on this side of the world. The newspapers shall have reported that we had a great victory over Napoleon, but all I can see is the tremendous amounts of men we lost. I do my best to keep the men under me safe, but it is a task that often proves too great. If I would never hear the sound of a gun firing again, it would still be too soon. However, one must commend Duke Wellington for the battle of Vitoria; he is a great strategist. My hope is for this war to end in the near future and for us to rejoin society. James and I have been talking about moving to London. Something about the hubbub of the city sounds appealing. There is always time to live in the country when one is old.

  Forever yours, William

  ***

  June 1815

  Dear John,

  I have a feeling the war is coming to an end soon. Perhaps it is only my own wishful thinking, though I cannot deny that Napoleon's armies are retreating and that we are giving chase. We are following them into the Kingdom of The Netherlands. Under Wellington's orders, my regiments will be sent to support the Prussian troops under Field Marshall Blücher's lead. Once this is all over, I hope you'll let James and I come visit Hawthorne. I would so very much like for you both to meet.

  Forever yours, William

  ***

 
July 1815

  Dear John,

  My superior ordered me to write a letter to my family. Since my own parents hardly count as family, I could only write to you. I'm at the field hospital and will be transferred soon to England for further treatment. I'm alive, though my face will never be the same. James, however, is dead. So, we have won, and I have lost.

  Sincerely, William

  1

  The Waddling Duck

  A stiff October breeze blew across the London streets; digging its icy teeth into my skin. I pulled up the collar of my jacket as I crossed the street, my face hardly recognizable in the dark. But I remained vigilant.

  Last night, I had one of my nightmares. It felt so real it left me reeling; its after effects haunting me my entire day. So much so, that I needed to be in the company of others. The place I was headed—The Waddling Duck— was a bit of a refuge. A place you could go to be around like-minded people, to be yourself even if polite society wouldn’t accept those parts of yourself.

  I was flirting with danger every time I visited this place. There was no doubt about it. But the same went for the other patrons. We all risked getting caught whenever we visited. Only last week, the London constabulary raided a different “disorderly” house.

  It seemed only a matter of time before they came knocking down the doors of Mary Duck’s safe haven for anyone who was different. Being caught meant I risked exposing myself, my truth, to everyone in England. I could be thrown in jail or strapped to a pillory for the masses to mock, eschewed by my peers.

  Mary did have a few fail safes; runners—young street urchins who kept an eye out on the streets— that would alert Mary and the rest of the clientèle that constables were on their way. This could provide everyone inside precious minutes to flee the scene. Thankfully, that had never happened the entire time I frequented the establishment.

  My hand skimmed the slight bump beneath my coat. James’ ring. We’d exchanged our family rings in private one night while the other men in our battalion were fast asleep. His bore his family’s crest while mine had been an embossed C for my surname. That’s when we had made the promise to each other—to live together, to love together. They were tokens of a future for the both of us. Ever since, I carried it in my breast pocket. However, instead of a symbol of what was to come, it was now a reminder of what I’d lost.

  Reaching the unassuming house, I raised my hand automatically and knocked five times; three fast and two slow. A plump woman dressed in menswear opened the door and ushered me in.

  I felt guilty sometimes for even going. I’d promised my friend John that I’d be careful, that I’d be safe. I kept part of that promise; I no longer lost myself in gambling. But this was one part of myself that I couldn’t give up or deny. I craved connection, not necessarily of the flesh, more like a sense of belonging. And that was what The Waddling Duck provided. That’s why I kept coming. But perhaps it was also the sense of danger that permeated every moment, the thrill of doing something deemed forbidden.

  Shrugging out of my jacket, I surveyed the room for a spot to sit. Two cross dressers, regular visitors at The Waddling Duck, lifted their glasses to me as I entered the main room before returning to their animated conversation. Grabbing a glass of whiskey from a tray, I slumped down into one of the tufted chairs, then raised my glass as well. A barely dressed young man sang in a high-pitched voice while another accompanied him on a piano.

  This room was used for socializing, but for men and women looking to go somewhere more private, there were rooms available. In the case that you arrived alone, you could also find someone that suited your tastes. Mary Duck, the proprietress, would make sure of that. I rarely took her up on her offer to find someone to warm my bed, though she couldn't complain; I paid handsomely to simply sit in a chair and savor a glass of whiskey.

  She'd asked me before why, if all I wanted to do was to sit and drink, I wouldn't just go to any regular gentlemen's club. I suppose she had a point. Mary had said it bluntly in her broad accent that revealed humbler origins than the satin dresses she wore would have you believe. This ability to create a place where you could be seen how you wanted to be seen was exactly what made me admire the proprietress. I joked that it was her friendly service that kept me coming back. She raised her eyebrows, let out a loud boisterous laugh, and left to order one of her “boys” to service a client.

  I lazily swirled the glass of amber liquid in my right hand, raised it to my mouth, and threw it back. Luxurious velvet furniture, colorful drapes, and men and women of all ages filled the room. A slender man, dressed in a too short silk gown, with feathery scarfs draped across his neck, approached me.

  "Anything you are looking for, handsome?" he said, using the tail end of one of his scarfs to brush my cheek. The soft plumes tickling the short stubble on my face. "I can keep you company tonight." I flinched a little, which he noticed. "Or we can just talk. I’ve been told I'm a great listener."

  "Some company sounds enjoyable," I said. He had expressive brown eyes and a gentle demeanor. Perhaps spending some time in the company of another man wouldn't hurt.

  “Follow me,” he said, winking, as he held out his hand. I slid my hand into his. “Let’s go somewhere a little more private.”

  I followed him up the stairs and into one of the small rooms. Then I plopped down on a bed covered in a lilac bedspread. The space was empty besides the bed and a single wooden chair. But I supposed the private rooms didn’t really need much more than that. The Waddling Duck had other rooms for different types of entertainment— rooms filled with wardrobes of all styles and lounges to host private parties. Choice was key.

  "Now," the slender man said, as he perched himself beside me and trailed a finger along my bicep. "What would you like to talk about?"

  I let myself fall back in to the mattress, which was slightly springy, and stretched my arms behind my head. “I’m not sure.” And I wasn’t. The sole reason I was here this evening was because I didn’t want to be alone.

  "You must be full of stories," the man said, leaning back and sliding his palm up from my arm to my chest. "What are you doing here?"

  "The same as the other patrons, I assume."

  The slender man draped in scarfs didn’t know how to reply to my brusque answer. I felt a bit sorry; it wasn’t his fault that I wasn’t feeling very social. I already regretted following him up the stairs. From the start, I had been in a sour mood, since my nightmares had woken me up. As they frequently did.

  I was at war with myself. I wanted to make a connection with someone, anyone. Just so I knew I could. I needed to know that that part of me hadn’t died with James. But when it came to it, I wasn’t able to. I’d push everyone away. I was tired of feeling numb, of walking through life in a haze.

  The man rolled onto his stomach, supporting his chin with his palms. “Why don’t you tell me a little bit about yourself?” he continued, changing his tactic. “How come a gentleman such as yourself is spending his night alone at The Waddling Duck? Surely, there are many other social opportunities for such a man to go to.”

  “Surely, such a gentleman isn't alone since he is in fact currently spending his time with you."

  "Touché, Monsieur," he said in a put-on French accent. "Well, then such a gentleman might be in a mood to entertain his companion with a tale?" The man raised himself to his knees and lifted the plumes of his scarfs, letting them fall around me. With the back of his hand, he brushed the feathers along my skin. "What happened here?" he said, as he reached the scar that marred the side of my face.

  "It's nothing," I said. He brushed my temple again. I pulled my cheek away.

  "Scars give a man character," he said with a wink. "I'd love to learn more."

  "I don't want to talk about it." He reached out his hand again, but I grabbed a hold of his wrist before he could touch my cheek. "I said no."

  "I'm only trying to make light conversation," the man sputtered. I pushed him aside and got off the bed.

  "I d
on't think I'm feeling up to light conversation," I said, crossing the space between the bed and the door.

  "Wait, what about my fee? I did lead you to a private room." I bit my lip and fished a coin out of my pocket. Throwing it to the man now sitting on the edge of the bed, I turned and strode out of the room.

  What had I been thinking, following a stranger into a private room? I was in no mood to swap stories. And even if I had wanted to be entertained for a while, as soon as he touched my scar, I got pulled out of the moment. I didn't blame the man, even if he couldn't take a hint. Shaking off the incident, I found myself more liquor, then returned to the chair in the main room.

  A while later, the man dressed in feather scarfs returned. His eyes flashed to me before turning to other men sitting by themselves. He quickly found another potential customer which he led back to another private room. I emptied my glass and set it down on a table.

  "Another drink?" one of Mary's “boys” offered. Usually, I would stay longer, enjoying the sense of belonging, but today the noise of people laughing and singing together didn't feel like freedom. It grated my nerves. The heat from the fireplace and the swig of cheap whiskey mingled and made me lightheaded.

  “I've had enough," I said to him.

  "Something else perhaps?" He jutted out his hip and let his eyes glide over me.

  I shook my head. "Not tonight." Then, I stood and retrieved my jacket. My hand lingering on the round metal object I kept in my breast pocket.